so, i'm starting to come out into the open with my profiles.
little by little i'm revealing more and more...
now, when i should be more cautious i'm letting loose...
well...i think the nations security will be safe...hehe~
so, i'm starting to go beyond the realm of the familiar also...
will this take me to another place?
life is opening up again...but i know there's nothing out there.
however...i feel the tension of a bigger picture.
will it take me away from here?
or is it just the illusion of another way...like Rob's album "10,000 roads and 1 way."
somehow, i don't think the "more" can be found anywhere my feet can go.
i like the lyric of this one song...goes something LIKE "going on another awesome adventure and finding yourself in the same place 2 years later." true and disturbing. so many adventures, and i'm still 21 on the inside.
the rustle of something that was dead, reminding me that it's still there.
i felt it during practice sunday morning.
i felt it after practice months ago.
inviting God to meet with you and He does...that HAS to be it. the "He does" part.
that HAS to be it! there has to be more of that "HE DOES", or the rustle of something greater will never go away.
more adventures, and more disappointments...it will never be that something greater...unless "HE DOES" happens.
can i grab hold of this and cling onto it? i don't want to find myself on the same path i was as a teenager...going here and there, wherever the wind blew...trying this, and trying that...living every dream that was in my heart. i needed a "HE DOES" moment...and i still need it today. even more so.
sometimes i wish i didn't like/do so many things b/c they can get in the way.