i've had it!

i've had it with worldly "wisdom"/quotes/sayings that completely bump God out of the picture and deceive people with lies
that massage emotions!
i've had it!
FOR THE WISDOM OF THIS WORLD IS FOOLISHNESS IN GOD'S SIGHT!

onions

what wonderful imagery...not too keen on the stink, but...
it comes down to what is and what is not...true/false...simple, yet profound
all being exposed little by little...
unless your like me and and just cut right to it
keep it real and raw!
i hate beating around that stupid bush!
hmmm.....this is a cool revelation...am i finally getting out of the gray and back to the black and white?!
i hope so!
being able to cut through to what's true! philippians being lived out? VERY COOL!
it's all coming back to me now!
the quest i set out on 12 years ago...whoa...12 years! ...perhaps even longer, ranging from pre-Christ days?
the quest for absolute truth!!!! WOW! i remember that obsession and drive to know the absolute truth that applies to all people at all times in all situations - what a mantra!!!! YES!!! i remember the cry of my heart! i just wanted to know - what is!
then, when i entered into the reality in Christ, it defined EVERYTHING...it brought to light - what IS real!
how incredible to know the absolute truth when your young!

the dream

you still speak through dreams.
loud and clear...
sometimes welcoming,
sometimes causing a rush of emotion b/c of the rawness
sometimes waking into bliss
when You speak and i hear, there are no doubts
there is only one response and no options...all other ways/options are shown to be the illusions they are and not really a way at all.
wow!

i am...

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graphed!
reflected above the x-axis!!!
and God speaks even through math!!!!!

Allans sayings

blipity blop
himinhawin
dingdang it

challenge II

i have such an awesome time "seeing" after we talk...
what beauty is revealed even though we are so different.
it doesn't reveal you or i to be superior or inferior in any way...
but gently and lovingly reveals important things that i didn't have the courage or clue to see about myself by myself.
it's not the most comfortable time, yet...i would not trade one moment...
to grow...
i'm so hungry for this growth ~ to see even more........more freedom to put love into action, to see it.
there's nothing i desire more than to live like this! experiencing the revelation and reality...to feel, to live, to love...alive!!
i want to be molded like this, even though it's uncomfortable...it's powerful!
to experience "His" love, in action - more.....More....MORE....thank you~

oh! that my prayers would not cease, but, continue like the air i breathe~
the heart drinks it in and lives~

BREAK OUT!!

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OUT OV DA COMFRT ZNE!
baggage blinds

challenge

you challenge me in new ways that i once knew, to return to...
you challenge me through all the people you love...
to live and experience life in ways i've never known before...
how beautiful~
iron sharpening iron...
the beauty of that which is not like myself...
the beauty of your image in others, shining so beautifully.
to live at a slower pace
to look at the flowers on the wayside
to smell the freshness in the air
to listen
to enjoy
to love, as an act, a giving...a choice~
caught up in Your beauty~
freeing the heart, the mind, the body and soul!!!! to live, to love...with or without...
though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vine,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
yet i will rejoice in the Lord,
i will be joyful in God my Savior.
The Sovereign Lord is my strength;
He makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
He enables me to tread on the heights. <3

Wow! in France~

Check out this "forever on" action! (click on title for the link)

tears - a short story

Oh broken and beloved generation who is realizing that this world has nothing for them.
this world has nothing for you and it will tell you that you have a problem that can be solved by step 1, 2, and 3...
NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
don't listen! o wretched liar, be silent!
God's beloved, people in the world ...YOU WERE WORTH IT!
because of His mind-blowing love that just keeps going and going...HE SAID THAT YOU WERE WORTH IT! YOU ARE VALUED, YOU ARE PRECIOUS, YOU ARE SOOOO LOVED!
there is hope!
there is life!
there is love!
open up and hear the song of love and life that fills the earth!
Hear and be filled with the hope!
don't be scared oh wretched, broken generation by what you see, and feel and hear and may have done...
close your ears to the song of this world!
close your ears to the lies!
close your heart to the world!
fight the fear that is keeping you from the One that sings love songs to you moment after moment after moment after.....
you are so loved.
you are soooo loved!
YOU ARE SO LOVED!
we are so loved...
we are ALL so loved!