1.30.2007

Thus begins...

the genesis of sleeplessness for the next 3.25 months! ARGH! ARGH! AND DOUBLE ARGH~!!
but atleast i got in! hopefully i'll be able to catch up fast w/missing only 1 session.
gotta get the ol' bean into geek mode!

the wind is WAILING!!!!!

whoa, whoa, whoa!
it's been singing some crazy songs the past few nights.

1.20.2007

Tyson Rocks...the "one-body" problem

"In Newtonian Mechanics, the three-body problem involves the challenge of trying to model as a function of time the orbital path of three free floating gravitationally bound objects orbiting around each other. It's a common problem in astrophysics, and there are interesting things that result from it. If you study Lagrange points, you'll realize how these things are useful, especially for satellites.
The two-body problem is slightly different. In the two-body problem, you have a couple, a husband and wife, or boyfriend and girlfriend, or any other pair, and both of them are in science. Unfortunately, one of them gets a post-doc position in Hawaii and the other one ends up at an European Observatory. The two-body problem deals with trying to reconcile this problem.
The one-body problem is similar to the two-body problem... except you're trying to find the second body. It's a tough problem... so many technicalities and circumstances to work out. It's probably just timing"

Fake snow is fine with me~

Watch the video 6 pics below!









1.17.2007

"HE DOES"

so, i'm starting to come out into the open with my profiles.
little by little i'm revealing more and more...
now, when i should be more cautious i'm letting loose...
well...i think the nations security will be safe...hehe~
so, i'm starting to go beyond the realm of the familiar also...
will this take me to another place?

life is opening up again...but i know there's nothing out there.
however...i feel the tension of a bigger picture.
will it take me away from here?
or is it just the illusion of another way...like Rob's album "10,000 roads and 1 way."
somehow, i don't think the "more" can be found anywhere my feet can go.
i like the lyric of this one song...goes something LIKE "going on another awesome adventure and finding yourself in the same place 2 years later." true and disturbing. so many adventures, and i'm still 21 on the inside.
the rustle of something that was dead, reminding me that it's still there.
i felt it during practice sunday morning.
i felt it after practice months ago.
inviting God to meet with you and He does...that HAS to be it. the "He does" part.
that HAS to be it! there has to be more of that "HE DOES", or the rustle of something greater will never go away.
more adventures, and more disappointments...it will never be that something greater...unless "HE DOES" happens.
can i grab hold of this and cling onto it? i don't want to find myself on the same path i was as a teenager...going here and there, wherever the wind blew...trying this, and trying that...living every dream that was in my heart. i needed a "HE DOES" moment...and i still need it today. even more so.

sometimes i wish i didn't like/do so many things b/c they can get in the way.

1.15.2007

Wow!

The next step after Buddy?
heh...and some people pay to get this removed!!!

1.03.2007

Voice of Truth

V1
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat and then
on to the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you never win!"
"You never win!"

V2
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes
to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone

Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
On top of them lookin' down
I soar with the wings of EAGLES
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

Chorus:
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe-

I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the Voice of truth
I will listen and believe
Cause Jesus you are the voice of truth
And I will listen to you, you are-